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From: SpecOp9
Date: Apr 13, 2008 2:20 PM

What you did was wrong, what I did was wrong. I only did what I did to get even with you and because I was extremely upset.

I talked to Sammy recently, and I would not have done what I did had I known you felt bad for what you did like she told me. You came off as careless, like you didn't really care what you did and that's why I went ahead and put up all your crap out of frustration. You also told me another lie, that you never got on cam for someone like you did with me... but Leinad/Daniel tells me differently (infact he showed me differently) and I no doubt now believe there were more than just him and I.

I really don't know what it is with you Kristina, I wish I knew. You hide things, you lie about things, you do things that really bring me down.

So what if we are far away, Kristina? That doesn't change anything. I was going to be meeting you sooner than later and you just turned on me like this - and even worse, you didn't tell me. Why would you kill something that could have potentially been the greatest thing for you?

I'm RIGHT HERE, in Salem MASS - MS is not far away. There are people who travel country to country every day. What makes you think I can't travel a few states down just to at least see you? I probably would have had enough money to see you after working for 3 weeks. It's not a big deal to me and it could very easily have happened Kristina.

I know you probably hate my guts right now. I know you probably don't want to even talk to me ever again. But I want you to just every now and then, at least tell me how you are doing.. just so that I know... either on here, or email me, or whatever.

I really do hope you change. You could be such an incredible person if you just changed the things about you that need to be changed. I like you as much as I do because I know deep down inside of you there is a better person.

Why didn't you at least talk to me about it Kristina? Why would you keep it a secret? Just to hurt me even more?

I had my letter written up for you. I was about to send it to you but then this shit happened. You told me you want someone to love. But I don't think I can believe that anymore. Now this letter is doing nothing but collecting dust on my desk.

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this s sum intense shit

wow

Edited by - motoxgirl988 on 4/17/2008 8:13:18 AM

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It was her fault her nudes got spread around, just like it was my fault mine got spread and every other girl who does shit for people on cam...

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and people get so mad at me when i don't post naked pictures or show boobs/ass...etc....this is exactly why....no reason for it to be a possibility if there is drama....

my boobs and ass ARE nice but if you wanna see 'em, it'll have to be in person haha...so sorry *coughLOUcough* :-p

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haha@everyone thinking her sharing her vids with someone else is what he was pissed about.

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I was thinking the same thing.

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GOD DERRICK!!! You asshole!!!

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you be quiet you :P

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Thats like asking Budweiser to quit producing bud light... it just isn't gonna happen...

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I thought that letter was for me :(

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that is what I figured.. I mean.. I mean if you were going to say that to me, you'd at least throw in a 'hi, how is your day" first

stupid people that don't know how to think

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yeah no doubt...but i am still baffled on how I got it...i didn't get it through MSN, i am pretty sure i clicked a link on RMB and got it =/

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Once again.... because you're a dummy! Just be honest.... give up the porn derrick! there are plenty of sites without all the viruses! geeze! of all people, YOU should know this!

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Once again.... because you're a dummy! Just be honest.... give up the porn derrick! there are plenty of sites without all the viruses! geeze! of all people, YOU should know this!

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well i wouldn't have to worry about finding porn if you would just be my entertainment!

GOSH Brandy, see what you did?

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then wouldn't we be in the same predicament that these two are in? kind of?!?

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then wouldn't we be in the same predicament that these two are in? kind of?!?

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no baby, cause you wouldn't hurt me, and i wouldn't hurt you <3

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I bite.... REMEMBER?!?!? I LIVE to hurt!

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i woulda liked to bang out with her

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Im sure its not going to be the last.

If you're scared your vids of you banging yourself are going to get out.

Its simple. Don't make them.